I know that love makes you weak…
Sometimes you put all the standards you have into your back pocket just for that one person. You don’t see the wrong in them. No wait,.. you do see the wrong, but you make excuses for them over and over again.
Most of the time women know when their man are cheating. You just ignore all the signs pointing in that direction, because you don’t want to believe that the person you share so much with, not only your body but also your thoughts and your heart, would hurt you like that. I don`t believe that boys or girls want to hurt their partner when they cheat, but when they make the decision to play on you, they are definitely aware of the pain they could cause. When someone is aware and still makes the decision to hurt you, you know this person is not a 100% with you. Do you really want to date a 50% guy/girl?
People want to know if I really loved my ex boyfriend. ‘Why were you dating such an ugly boy?’ They ask. I know he’s not a Trey Songz but come on people, pretty is on the inside, right? LOL.
I obviously didn’t see the “ugly” in him. Well, i can tell you, i really loved the guy. It’s always after you break up, that you come to see things more clearly. I’m not dating him anymore and now, i do see all the ugly in him. Don’t get it twisted, with ugly i mean all the nasty things he was up to.
He was always saying that ever since we where together, he was faithful bla bla bla. I know that was bullshit obviously. He must have thought that i was one of those insecure (ugly) girls he had screwed, but boyyy, this bitch ain’t about that: “i still want you, even tho you cheat on me” life. The fact that I couldn’t tell for sure if he was cheating on me before, is the reason why we lasted a little bit longer than we did.
‘Love does not make you blind, it makes you choose to see less and because it’s YOU who made that choice, it’s You who is writing your future. Now that i’m single again i’m feeling better than ever. Why?…
Because I can go to bed knowing…
..nobody is cheating on my ass ;-)’